To fall in love with love.
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To fall in love with the person you are in loveWhat is LOVE?Think once upon a time I ever asked myself this question..
It's rather similiar to asking yourself to let your heart or your mind to rule your decisions..
Doing a simple test of just clasping your hands together can determine whether you are a thinker or a feeler..
Initially I thought I was a thinker, that is being rational..but in actual fact I am a feeler. So does that mean that I am a thinker who thinks that I am a feeler??
To be rational or to be emotional?To look at things from perspective or just go with the feel?At this very moment, I guess the emotions are surfacing but yet I don't wish to entertain them at all. It's a very tiring thing to handle emotions and all the nonsense that tags alongside it..
Guess one very good way would be just to invest my time into other matters and when the need arises for me to handle those emotions, then I will do so..
This time around I guess I am better at controlling my emotions and not to do anything drastic..
But somehow it seems to be the wrong approach..but yet I think that it's the most appropriate.
What's the point of doing more things and could end up confusing and complicating matters more and at the end of the day nothing is improved at all.
I am ...
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Besides growing taller, I have also grew sideways which is a bad thing. And the emo thingy can actually aid in losing weight because of lost of appetite, but if not controlled properly..the adverse effect would be indulging in more food and thus growing even fatter.
My tested and proven method would be to just bury myself in work such that I will lose my appetite, because studying is something which I never like, so it's a chore for me.
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Today's lunch with erin and shiwei was cancelled last minute because erin's laptop fan spoilt and she needs to go down to simlim to repair immediately as she will need it for her work tomorrow, so guess we will just meet another time..and it's no worries coz we are all at NUS..
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Yesterday mum stayed home with me all day, happiness!!! She cooked dinner for me, though simple fare but I like it!!! And dad boiled logan red date drink for me too..logan and red dates help to nourish blood and improve blood circulation then my limps wouldn't feel that cold..Family warmth!!!~~~~~~~