once again..after 6 mths i have gone to visit my doctor..
woke up at 7am to get ready..went down for my ultrasound..then went to coffee bean with mum for breakfast..after that time for my check up..but my doctor went for his ward rounds..so i ended waiting for 1hr, and mum's appt was time..so we went down to see hers 1st..after that my doc was in already so we went up agn..but the nurse mixed up between me and my mum as to whom was supposed to see the doc upstairs and downstairs..so she let all the other patients cut my queue..hmm..lousy!!
anyway..the first thing the nurse did was to ask me stand on the weighing scale..my weight..44kg..so when i see the doc..he first thing went to calculate my BMI..said i was boderline near underweight..although still acceptable lah..then...i got 2nd puberty..haha..cos i grew taller..2cm..whaha..possible? or impossible? anyway..mum told doc that i been getting gastric..blah blah..so he arranged to send me to see a gastrologist and a dietician..oh no!!! are they goin to feed me poison and make me grow into a pig soon!!! BU YAO!!!
i will be a good girl and eat proper food..argh...
anyway..luckily nth wrongs with my ultrasound..so i only need see my doc in a years time..boy will i miss my handsome doc..hehe..and i dun like the gastro fellow..hmph!!
oh yeah..i am intending..considering whether to go for summer prog to HK anot..mbak anda mau pergi ke hongkong dengan saya? we can learn cantonese tgt..our 3rd language..hehe..or how abt gg to japan..but bro tells me that if i go summer prog..less likely i will get selected for SEP, cos i already had a chance to go abroad..so..i duno..got to decide real quick..
then then..time to plan my bangkok trip..girls..me not taking MRT ok..i submit at least 1 wk notice first..hehe..then i will start to take orders soon..clothes, bags, slippers, instant noodles too (mbak's)...so exciting!!
i was taking a nap after lunch..be a piggy..then suddenly bro come to my bedside and tell me that gen bio's essay qn is out..750 words..argh..submit on mon..lucky the prof extend deadline to 12th instead on 5th..sure die..got law test to study too..and i hafnt do my asset too..so many many things..stressed out!!!
okie..got to go print my bio notes..and start on my work soon..
nerd to be in action@_@
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i guess this time it's the worst and the ultimate already..can only cry..cant laughcan only hate..cant lovecan be sad..cant be happyyou have ur own reasons..i have my own..we just dun see eye to eye..since duno when..probably a long time ago..yesh we were happy before..but not now..in the future..i dun think so..cos the more we move forward..the more distant we get..or is it just me distant frm u..or is it me wanting to be distant from u..we cant communicate..we cant even do simple stuffs together..we dun understand each other at all..although we always say that we do..its just all a pack of lies..the actions never spoke a single word..each time just words of hostility..feigning ignorance..never the eye candy of each other..love diminshes..hate arises..nothing seems to be there to hold on..even u..are u even holding on..just clinging on i guess..just letting it slip by..we are just beyond..
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
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the first foto that we took together//the very first wugui he bought for me
Sunday, February 25, 2007
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i think i have some what reached my maximum already..i am confused with the way things are going on..love and hate..i dont think i can tell the difference anymore..sometimes i want to be loved..other times i just hate everything..hate the way things are done..they way we talk..or is it just the way i talk..or is it him..i guess all these dont seem to matter anymore..just like the words.."love".."sorry"..to me they also dont mean anything already..as time flies..i dont know whats waiting for me..am i dont know what will i do already..i am already at the end of the tunnel..without any lights..do i need u to guide me out..maybe not..today is the 575th day..just how many more days to come..its unknown..happy or sad..think the latter..but at least i think it wouldnt be wet ones..just like the rain clouds..grey and gloomy...i want to be a happy girl!!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
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this group of frens..walked thru my JC days with me...2s27..
extinct gang..all these girls..PL days..we went thru the hardship of band drills..practices..our annual gatherings..just so wonderful to have them..simply love them..
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just me and my mbak rong..my language buddy..after bahasa indonesia..now we are conquering thai..woah..i wonder wad is next..so long as it is not tamil..i just for all my other electives i will just be taking languages with her lah..soon we will be super multi lingual..haha..anyway..nowadays..all of us mayb due to some school stress..we are getting perverted..haha..me harrassing ..and mayb abit screw loose..we played with mel's fone after tut and decided to decorated ourselves..but fancy its abit too early for halloween..haha..anyway..this pic appears on my hp each time she calls me..so its quite a tickle lah..i kinda lost the very 1st foto that i took with her during our FOC liao..cos it was in my old handfone..sobx..anyway..got new one now..
okie..during our rag time i think..this grp of us..named ourselves the 6 lovers..long story and i forgot why so already..but as time flies..all of us have changed..in terms of looks..bondness, which is more now..and we have new members and now we are called SEC..which shld be a subsidiary of SSB38 i think..haha
okie..this is the once popular art piece..presenting to u..the SSB38..haha..the founders of SEC..
well i guess..its just all about nostalgia..when we all look back at the pics..from FOC days..to RAG..to doing projs..gossips in toilets and during meals..outings..all the birthday projects..this group of frens are indeed the largest and bonded gang that i have and i am happy to have know them at this point of my life..really hope for many more happy days..
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
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HEY FRIENDS!!!ME HAVING SALE @ LITTLEYELLOWATTIC AGAIN..THIS TIME IT IS UP TO 50%!!!ITS POST CHINESE NEW YEAR SALE!!! HEHE..your shld have collect many hong baos rite..haha..can donate some to me liao..oops!!
anyway hope that all of your enjoyed ur CNY..
Saturday, February 17, 2007
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HAppY PiggY Year to All!!! *OINK OINK*
today went to ah ma hse for reunion dinner..yummy food..had a bug fish, chicken, duck, veggie, hot & sour soup, abalone, crayfish...den dessert was a chocolate cake made by uncle..
after that..haha..i had a free pedicure session from cousin..asked her help me paint my toes..well the skill may not be there lah..but still just make do lor..since shops are charging a surcharge, so SSB din have our manicure session on friday too..came home..wash my car..scrub it clean of all the suay luck that it had..den i decorated it with new toys that i bought..hehe..ang gong gong..
now..i am all alone in the living room..dad went to chinatown..bro just went to his fren hse..mum in her room..feel so depressing for a CNY eve nite..haiz..no entertainment..
actually SSB was supposed to go out tgt..den..last minute..xuan had to go home..fen accompany lewis wash car? mel clean her hall..left me, rong, elna, rexson..hehe..so we 3 girls help rexson to shop for CNY clothes..in the end he bought a polo tee frm esprit..den stephen came look for rong..nana went meet her frens..so ltr we all split up..i went to orchard...hehe..so crowded and crampy..almost clusterphobic..hehe..
these few days hasnt been good for me agn..i hope that in the new yr..everything will be good..and so will it be for the people arnd me..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
thank you for the flowers..the water ball (after duno how long)..the dinner..the movie (EPIC movie is dumb)..
i really like tonight alot..it has been the best since duno when for both of us..i hope many more days will come..will u shower me with more love each day..will u keep ur promises to me..will u not niao me anymore..
i will try to love u again ok..

Monday, February 12, 2007
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have i done wrong again..am i in the wrong..right and wrong is indifferent..
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HAPPY 21ST WEIJING!!!today went to weijing hse to celebrate her bdae..was great fun..we waited for all the SEC to reach before startin to eat and by the time L1 arrived, it was like 740pm liao..hehe..we watch PCK finale..was kinda warm watching the past episodes..so fast 10 yrs has past in a twinkle..hmm..soon will it be 2017 too?we had cheesecake with choc sponge and biscuit base from awfully choc..u shld haf guessed how awfully sinful it was...haha..nice cake..and its being praised by me, who dun really fancy cheesecake..hehe...after that..we played a round of mahjong for fun..mag-son, zhenrong, ah gong, the 3 flowers (me, rong, fen and later came xuan)..guess the 3 flowers just simply reigned the game..beginner's luck they say..hmph!! but it was damn funny..shld have seen hw we cheered for the tiles to come..we clapped for it too..how abt the 11 claps..haha..then ah rong wan to cure her chi dai illness so she keep mo pai..but everytime the tile just will be "exposed"..haha...today is a real happy and funny day for me..till the very last part..when emotions just went cranky agn..duno wads the outcome of us..
Saturday, February 10, 2007
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On a bright and sunny thursday morning, as usual we travelled on CTE to AYE then exit at clementi road..
BUT!!! this time it was a different story..something BIG happened..
my car was involved in a 3 car accident and mine was in the middle..how SUAY can i get..anyway the driver wasnt ME..but my BRO..well all because of a jam brake..so the bacl car crash into mine..and in turn bang the front car too..the wuguis in my car flew..i also flew..my head bang twice and now i am having a big BA LU KU on the right side of my head which is causing me to be chi dai and cranky..so 1 side of my head is bigger than the other..i am an alien lah!!!
during my break had to go down to IDAC to report then dad's fren took the car to his workshop..my wugui car is in ICU now..duno dead or alive...SOBX :(
my car cant get any suay-er rite..mum says not to good to put wugui in car as display..hmm..so i said i will go to action city to buy the cute red, orange and green fruit soft toy..then my car will be healthy with all the vitamins..haha..also when it gets discharged..i am going to wash it with pomelo leaves..hmph!!
today after law tut..kenneth sent me down to the workshop to pass some documents to dad's fren as well as to collect the replacement car..then at the workshop i almost want to cry lah..the mechanics had dismantled my car..its backside was removed and they were welding it..ouch..i felt so hurt and upset lah..the state of the car was just..argh!!!
i am unhappy
i am upset
i am tearful
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
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SEC REUNION DINNER cum AH GONG BIRTHDAY
(venue courtesy of mel's house)
yu sheng//happily lao yu sheng for gd luck in the coming year//rong preparing strawberry shortcake for ah gong//ah gong in state of shock wondering whose bdae it is, but HIS//presenting the bdae card//guys//all the members of SEC//happy ah gong//girls
Sunday, February 04, 2007
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hey people..my littleyellowattic having sale up to 20% for CNY..so my fellow SEC & SSB38 members must help me publicise ok..then of cos not forgetting my other friends..extinct gang also must help..who else? whoever views my blog must help lor..hehe..thnx..
anyway..this whole week i have been feeling damn drained lah..all the late nights..the dreaded quarrels..the chuck of school work..haiz..just wanna tk a breather..but hw? shall vent it out at tonite's SEC reunion dinner at mel's hse..hehe..so excited..1st time lah..actually its a conspiracy..but shall let the cat out of the bag ltr..hehe..anyway..time to do hw..
btw..i am selling cookies again for chinese new year..haha..my sales are picking up..received some orders already..and i am rushing to bake them with mummy..hehe..
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macho lime magarite/cafe iguana/prawn fagitas/portobello fagitas/reverse bungee at clarke quay/many fotos of us