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Sunday, October 30, 2005
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~~to my darie~~
happy 3rd month to us!!! me very happy..got new turtles to my collection...

on our 1st--a turtle soft toy keychain..replica of ur bdae cake
on our 2nd--a turtle key chain for my car key & a turtle magnet (pi gu cut into half)
on our 3rd--a turtle soft toy key chain, a turtle piggybank & a turtle massager

woah..so many turtle..more to come..haha..our turtle descendents..

thank you for everything!!!

he so sweet..bought sparklers and played with me at my room balcony..ah..but just abit slow sometimes..hehe..should have played at esplanade instead..hehe..but it doesnt matter cos i'm playing with u..its the company..thank you..

ydae..was pete dad's 51st birthday..woah eat alot can..he order 9 dishes in all..and we drank 4 bottles of wine including 1 champagne..piggified sia..lucky i went swimming twice this week..this coming week got to work out agn..getting stress from the exams..in another 19days..oh my gosh!!

today morning went to katong for food hunt..went to have kaya buns and swiss rolls at the confectionary..then went to have peranakan food..hehe..fei si le..
after that i went to parkway for grocery shopping..hehe..bought cerals, buns, juices, fruits..
enough food stocked up for exam period liao..i got to start my engine and study..hmm..jiayou..
just need to clear last assignment..re report..
then silly lah..tmr got d&p mtg..need to make notice board..hwo to study like tt..haiyo..so sian..
somebody save me...

hmm..at home now got world war 3..mum just flared up at me for hanging up her call before she talked finished..haiz..damn sian by such stuffs lah..she either happy..if not just pulls a long face..me can go bang walls liao..hate it when she behaves like that..but she says its me..wadever..either she talks if not she doesnt to me and dad..argh!!! life's bitter..where's the sweetness..diabetic..

trick or treat..hallowen's here..haha..the scandalous gang is in for a treat tmr..hehe..

okie..this week is good..got 2 public holidays..need to fully utilise it by studying..but i'm somehow hooked on to darie's anime..naruto..how? studies more impt..
study hard man..everyone jiayou!!!


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our anniversary dates!!! HAPPY 3RD TURTLEFIED MONTH... Posted by Picasa


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superly turtlefied...my gui family.. Posted by Picasa


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**sparkling nite**..star light star bright!!! Posted by Picasa


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woah!! darie and sparklers!!! Posted by Picasa


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yipEE!!! superly happified..darie surprised me.. Posted by Picasa


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HAPPY 51ST BIRTHDAY PETE..big shou tao cake for dad.. Posted by Picasa


Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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FINALE...PROJECT WUGUI...
after a mth's of planning, everything has finally come to an end..whew!!!
thank all for helpin me out..be it hiding and popping the poppers..fen go with me collect cake..mel camera woman..thank you..

i got dear 23 presents for his 23rd birthday..a giant turtle cake..choc fudge..went to tony roma's for dinner..hehe..yummy!!! fei si le..
we hid in sr9 to surprise him..somehow he's too smart..kinda anticipated le..somehow there were some loopholes in my planning..

the loopholes:
ronald saw him in irc..told him that zhengrong looking for him..that's sth tt ronald isnt supposed to noe..
john call him for lunch for his bdae..
he saw fen in sr9, walked past the room..

at least..or the most impt part was that he didnt expect the cake to be a turtle..hahaha..guess wad..luckily my bdae is after him..cos he thot of getting me a wugui cake too..hahaha..
toking abt the cake..hw i managed to order it..told the boss that i want a turtle cake..3 dimensional..but with the turtle hump..chim-logy...haha
managed to smuggle his gifts..hid it in mum's room..
funny part..his space capsules..went arnd town with him turning for it..and he even gave me gold coins to play with..haha..

silly me..the times whereby i self-entertained and almost drove the 38 gang mad..haha..today..while taking foto of the cake..i talked to it..haha..was so excited for the past mth..suddenly..this week everything seem so tensed..last note almost died..he asked me for a cake..argh..but he din noe abt the wugui cake..hehe

why a wugui..seriously..both of us duno why are we associated with the wugui..just like that..hehe..the wugui story continues..hehe..just wondering..hw many wugui ornaments exist int his world..hehe..is there an end to it..or it just continues..hehe..

really a relief!!! really thankful to all that helped..and those that came..wing,size,john,dixie,aloysius,his friends...
my 38 gang,rexson and gay partner ronald cum zhengrong..

i wish my chubby hubby forever happiness and smiles always..
me love wugui...

of all happy times..sad things happen too..i flung my gem test..13/30..sobx


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presents for chubby hubby...from me!!! Posted by Picasa


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many many wuguis Posted by Picasa


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dear and his buddy's Posted by Picasa


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all my accomplices for project wugui...thank you!!! Posted by Picasa


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happy 23rd birthday..turtlefied!!! Posted by Picasa


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me..wugi..wugui.. Posted by Picasa


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chubby hubby's new adidas jacket..so shuai!!! Posted by Picasa


Monday, October 24, 2005
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ever since last thursday..20th..what a relief man!!! finally everything is over..bu presentation, gem proj..that was a hectic and stressful week..now i'm just a slacker..only got stat report and re report left to deal with..after that pia exams liao..argh!!!

last friday..played hide and seek at school can..yirong's bday lah..den we surprise her..a chocolate cake..party poppers.."moomoo 20"..hid at mel's hall for almost 6 hrs lah..till it was midnite 22nd..hehe..after that went to west coast..best part of all..we all finally got a uniform..2 shades of green giodarno polo tees..congrats to yirong..her best bdae present would have been her sweetheart..hehe..caution!!! playing with fire is dangerous u noe..hehe

saturday slpt till noon like a pig lah..dear bought me bread for lunch den we watched vcd..hmm..soon it was dinner time..haha..eh..went suntec for dinner, after that we went to orchard..hehe..sunday..went to have lunch dimsum with his family at TM..hehe..then it was back to my hse and dinner with my parents..haha..dad brought us to bukit merah eat tze char..damn hard to locate the kopitiam can..go in circles..nth fantastic thou..haha..

today..wake up at 9am can..haha..din really respond to my alarm clock..den pia down to school..funny..having slpt so much over the wkends recuperating..i still dozed off during tutorial..went to play chess with zhou gong..hehe..checkmate!!! me won lor..haha..

how interesting it was to see yirong n her sweetheart..hehe..witnessed it all since FOC days till now..haha..seems like our 38 gang got many couples liao..mel n shaowen..me and arthur..elna with ronald and expecting rona..haha..fenella must jiayou liao..hehe..nxt time can go on multiple dates..hehe..tmr most likely 3 couples will go lido watch free movie preview lah..domino..but dun think its an interesting show..just watch cos its free..haha..after that shall go eat rochor beancurd..haha..beancurd before sleeping helps lose weight eh..rite fen? haha..

today's korkor bdae..but he in usa..so got 16hrs time lag..cant wish him yet..happy birthday leonard..do u miss me? got ur flowers for shiqi le..hehe..so nice he gonna help me order clothes frm usa..hehe..den looks like yr end wun be goin usa liao..chnage plans..wither heading for japan. korea or taiwan..cos shiqi cant go away for so many days..hmm..

uncle's bakery is doin well..today 1st day of biz..all sold out..yummy carrot cake..brownies..muffins..swiss rolls..mayb expanding..heard frm mum..shall drop by some day and check it out..hehe..

countdown..5 days to pete's 51st birthday bash..2 days to chubby hubby's birthday..shall bring him to tony roma's for dinner..den go esplanade gaigai okie? wan play sparklers? dun wan..!!!haha..


Wednesday, October 19, 2005
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wOOhOO!!! finally a time for a breather..submitted my gem proj...so proud of it with all the R-sq calculations and analysis..haha..wonder wad grades we will get..done with the final shitty aki seminar today..haiyo..so pathetic lah..both grps all interpret the qn wrongly..at least there's no need for written report liao..now...i'm just left with bu presentation tmr afternoon..den its rest and relax before i start to do my stat proj as well as the re report..after which its studying for exams..be a hermit liao..shall bury myself in my books and notes..

OOps..recently kinda gone cranky..like wad the girls say..i'm self entertaining.however with a reason..haha..hmm..we all noe wads its all abt lah..aint it just so obvious..haha..sHHH...its our secret..MIMI..haha...well now i'm also self entertaining..thinking of all the lame stuffs that i've been doin over the past few days..hmm..melissa like water being married off, daughter poured out..haha..translate into chinese...me singing while walking with fen and rong...as we walk to the left..haha..den laughing for no reason or smile to myself..haha..getting high easily man..aint that good..life is just so good..no need for a reason to smile or laugh..haha..hmm...den today's entertainment was supplied by fang..her shocking reaction..haha..sleepy yet got high on a cup of tea..hehe..

today's cousin pam's bdae..however i didnt call her n wish her yet..hehe..coming monday is bro's bdae..argh..1st time he not arnd to celebrate..hope he has fun in usa..its gonna be another 2 mths before we reunite..hehe..he's so nice..sent me this website to view at clothes..den he'll order for me in usa..hehe..so sweet man..starting to miss him..no one to quarrel with me at home..

this mth..lucky cumin to an end...getting superly duperly broke..need november's allowance liao..haha..savings depleting..hehe..lucky dad's gonna waive my nov car rental..my lame reason being that its the exam mth..haha..accepted lor..haha..hmm..

today kinda not my day man..my car got a scratch mark..gotta get it repainted..but not till nov when it goes for the 5000km servicing..den i got to repair my side mirror too..argh...wads wrong sia..my car keeps getting injured..is it me? hehe..

weather's kinda great..cooling but irritating cos it keeps rain and shine..argh..so many things cant be done lah..no outdoor activities..hmm..i got to go workout soon liao..becoming a pig..piggified...

for the nxt week or so..so many things happening..time for self entertainment agn!!! ahha.girls beware ah..forgive me if i drive ur nuts..bonkers...remind to take my medicine to keep me under control...


Friday, October 14, 2005
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hEya!! now still in sch and it already 8.19pm..hmm..once agn i skipped my aki lect..today's lect 9..i onli attended say the 1st 3 bah..haha..well done..the gang went for aki, but somehw either they are asleep now if not self entertaining..haah..me? at irc doing gem proj..now slacking..just waiting to go for dinner..stomach growling liao..*drum roll* or is it thunder..haha..not just hungry..its freezing too..gRRR

finally finished bu proj slides..just need to edit and add in my hse pics..do up the written report due 2 wks time..get the presentation going..need to clear stat proj too..hmm..so many work ah..wanna bang wall liao *piang*

hmm..bro enjoying himself in usa..asks me to go europe nxt time for SEP..haha.then can con dad to bring whole family there for holiday after that..hmph..saw the pics he sent to dad..nice scenary..his gonna celebrate hallowen..i told him to dress as a chinese vampire..jiang si..but hard to get costume..so changed it to the theme of corpse bride..now its harry potter..haha..so cool..

me superly becoming a panda..dark eye rings liao..lack of sleep is ok..but dun be like me and suffer insonmia..double dosage sia..madness..recently i been goin for acupuncture..pokey..hehe..den ydae i went to watch deuce bigalow..pretty funny but newsppr rated it 1 star onli..so kinda..hmph!! quidam coming to an end tmr liao..all 3 circus performance i din get to watch..so expensive can..me this mth is superly poor liao..hole in my pocket..waiting for november to come den i'll be relatively richer with al my birthday angbaos..haha..

mum managed to rent her condo out liao..so happy for her..hehe..dad's in the midst of his renovation..haha..me be his interior designer leh..heez..
soon i dun need to pay dad for car rental already..cos when bro comes back we got to think of how we are goin share it..argh..big headache can..

recently life is like a roller coaster..up and down..i also duno wads wrong lah..at times certain things are beyond control..wads more if its emotions..i never wanted things to turn sour or bad..i just want things to return back to normal..i hate myself at times for such absurb behaviour..argh!! bang wall..how stupid can i get..just like that..think before u act..count to ten before flaring up..but i dun practise wad i preach..y? cos its just me..lydia..gotta change..it cant be pple always absorbing my nonsense..i got to open up and accept the pple arnd me for who they are..grow up ah!!!

so exciting..pete's bdae cumin liao..many others too..haha..many bdae cakes to eat..all sorts of flavours..alot of good food waiting for me..argh..becoming a pig..whole day hungry onli..must be contracted xiao gu's worms..haha..need to exercise..i wanna swim, play tennis with dad, run, cycle..very long hafnt brought my bike out for a ride..neglected it since i had a car..haha..

i'm looking forward to all the fun times that's awaiting for me and the gang..and my family too..pete's 51st birthday bash...


Sunday, October 09, 2005
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hmm..another week of october has past..this coming week is gonna be superly hectic..need to rush all the projects datelines..hmm..gonna be a hermit already..except for wkends when i will slack at home..haha..but all these seem near impossible..exams cumin..i know nuts abt wad i have been taught so far during this semester..argh..my gem test seem totally screwed up lah..blabber crap..make a blunder in my calculations..shld i pass..its a miracle..

yesterday suppose to meet jinfu, gaowei n yang..but somehw i just fang fei ji..whole week din really sit down with family for a meal..told dad that i wun be eating with him liao..somehw he kept asking me and mum if i was eating..in the end, i asked him if he wants me to eat with him dinner..he said yah..so..i ate with him lor..i just went to order his birthday cake..although it is still 2 wks to it..but i scared me no time to go order ah..

ydae was a fun day..reminiscing childhood days..i went to play and turn those plastic shell balls frm the machine..space capsules..haha..i spent near 20 bucks..haha..gonna play somemore..haha..stress reliever..hehe..i need 1 dollar coins..hehe

fri i went for my 1st acupuncture session..hah..had 8 needles poked on me..quite numb feeling..tmr nxt session..i gt to attend at least 2 sessions per wk..

something is wrong with my msn ah..i upgrade it to 7.5version..den now i totally cant connect at all can..hw screwed up can this be..just like that lor..haha..

things to do
building drawing 2--->13/10
study statistics test, 6 chapters --->13/10
gem project --->19/10
aki seminar 3 --->19/10
building project presentation --->20/10
statistics project --->27/10
building written report --->27/10
real estate report ---10/11

hmm..after that exams..
18,21,22,24,25 nov
then.......end of my misery....

after that..play time...
dec 10-25...usa..haha...

abit unrealistic..think so far..plan so far ahead...looking at it agn..it all doesnt seem so far lah..time really does fly...


Wednesday, October 05, 2005
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wOOhOO..me just went to catch a free movie preview..40 year old virgin man..haha..funny but crude show..four letter word keep being said..his frens brought him for a body wax..such a hairy man..went to clubs to hitch on young girls..his fren put him on a date with a transversite..met a mad woman obsessed with SM..eventually he ended up with a hot grandma..sold all his toy collection on e-bay..got half a million..woah..i also wan to collect toys..mayb 10 yrs down the road..they will be equally valuable..haha..cheap thrill..was pretty surprised that so many pple turned up for the movie..hmm..wonder wad will be screened for nxt mth..but pity its exam time..hmm..

jinfu called me today..this sat gonna haf gathering..he wanted to meet up today..but me gt test ah..just finish reading all the crap.nth entered my pea brain..
saw kenny seah at sde..his in civil engineering..hmm..pretty surprised to see him..he wanted to go to some christian minstry and do a degree in theology..be a priest..hmm..a changed man..remember the times when he n bro's other frens came our hse when i was much younger..all the fun times...play nitendo with them..they calling me susu meimei..haha..time flies so fast..nw gonna be 20 soon..hmm..old liao..hopefully i'm becoming wiser..haha..

datelines drawing nearer..more mid nite oil to burn..eyebags getting worst..dun think i'll be that free to go swim liao..except on wkends..hmm..am i goin to watch circus this wkend..hmm..

many birthdays..so is mine..its coming..haha..but its near exam period..only can celebrate belated liao..hmm..
oh yeah!!did i mention that i gt 2 new wuguis..haha..many more to come..wishing and hoping


Monday, October 03, 2005
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oh no..its monday agn..i'm still nt in bed..struggling with my aki seminar report..gem test..gosh..lucky bu drawing started early..nw left with 2 sketches..after tt will be the calculations which i duno hw lah..haha..

today and yesterday have been a workout day for me..sat's tennis..me won dad..6 - 4..haha..he lost to me on serves lah..gt 1 set..we took almost 10 mins to complete can..damn long..funny..my bum aches..stretched too much..last lesson redi..will be goin to melville to play n practise..dinner at spring court chinatown..ate a 76cents peking duck..haha..quacks..today..i gave my marche a good scrub..been 2 weeks since it's being washed..1st time i wash it after i got it..remember the 1st time i banged it too..tt day just got my 1st summon of 30bucks too..i covered 3000+ km since i got it..quite a distance..hehe..i washed it..inside n outside..waxed it..washed the tyres..dust the mats..woah..superly sparkling clean..can see my reflection..haha..tmr who ever hitch a rid..got to clean shoes before entering..haha..kidding..

bro called hm..his in LA now..sound so exciting..i wanna hurry go there..gt a market like bangkok's chatuchak tt sells imitation branded goods..haha..

i gt fruits galore at home..mum's fren gave us loads of fruits..huge giant oranges..nectarines..donut peaches..grapes..strawberries..i mean in cartons..1 each..haha..
today had some home cooked food finally..waiting for my chicken soup on wednesday..granny gonna cook for me..been mths since i last drink n ate food cooked by her..that day i drove her to her fren's hse..1st ride..hehe..

hmm..i got 2 new turtles..haha..many much more to come..join the wugui family..get turtlefied!!!

hope this week will be a good week..


Saturday, October 01, 2005
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its been a long yet short and stressful week..so much tutorials to clear..webcasts yet to be heard..projects are irritating and need to do so much researching..worst still..cant understand what has to be done for it..3 weeks of tough times awaiting for me to struggle with..after that time for exams..argh!! wad a toot and pea brain i have..so far all i'm getting is bananas for my assignments..B grades..just gt back my mid sem test result..ok lah..i wun say its fantastic..but at least i passed..more tests cuming up

with so much work..got no time to exercise and vent out frustrations..so far i only managed to dig out wednesday for swimming at the club..saturday's tennis with dad..today last lesson..later we will play match agn..last week we drawed.but it was pathetic..cos we lost all the pts mainly on service..haha..the club having inline skating and laser sailing.. of going but exams cuming..classes held in oct..cant sign up..den i dun wan to learn by myself too..

last sun..celebrated jen n yang's bdae..well..went to swensens at suntec..had a cookies n cream ice cream cake for them..was nice to see all of them agn..been mths since we last met up..i wun say they hafnt changed..at least nt for appearance..yang's doing great in sports..biathalon and dragon boat..unlike me..quitted my biathalon after 1 training..simply no stamina and determination..jen from her blog..she also has been doin quite abit of sports..hmm..i'm a slacker..saw yongxin..think it has been a year..didnt tok much to her either..hmm..congrats to gaowei..passed his driving liao on 1st attempt..woah..hope he gets his car soon..

hmm..so soon 9mths of 2005 officially ended..hafnt been able to know what i have been doing..still deciphering..pondering..wondering..
bro's doin great in usa..chatted with him abit on msn..hmm..
dad's bdae cuming up..end of oct..haha..gonna hold a 51st birthday bash for him..kinda exciting..normally pple celebrate 50th, 60th..blahblah..nv the 51st..well to me..i'm happy n glad he passed half a century already..gonna give him a table for ten at MY CHOICE..his fav restaurant now lah..minusing our family..he can invite 5 friends..haha..gonna get him a shou tao shaped cake from crystal jade..haha..interesting eh..haha..
mum's treating him to a theresa teng mimic concert at esplanade the day before..haha..twosome eh..they go pak tor..hehe..

nus students got discount for quidam..interested to watch..but damn expensive..asked dad to sponsor me..he say go see lions and monkeys jum arnd..haiz..wad a spoilsport..
nvm..i got free preview tix for nxt tue..virgin at 40..haha..

countdown..10 more weeks before i head for usa..haha..mickey here i come..haha..i wanna sit roller coaster..haha..whoopi..scream my lungs out..

may this mth be a blessed and happified mth..
happy turtlefied day darie..