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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

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today's the 5th day of mid term break already..but some how it is just too short for me to accomplish all the stuffs that i need to do..
wad have i done so far? well my saturday was just a shopping day..went to orchard and hang arnd there till late...sunday was kueh making day..i rehearsed the malay kueh tt ibu yuke taught us..but i made mum's version of ondeh ondeh, and the gula melaka agar agar..yummy..
monday i stayed home but didnt study much, just watched half a webbie..tue went to bukit panjang to do valuation proj..i felt like a mountain tortiose..nv been to tt part of spore before..wads more riding the LRT..hmm..today..everything was haywired..wanted to go swim or gym..but just didnt haf the mood to do anything..once again i decided to isolate myself..

things that i bought this break? woah..seems quite abit..
1 blouse from pull & bear/2 polos from zara/1 pair of pumps/1 bag/more stationary for highlighting notes..think tt shld be all..

i am tired..got tonnes of webbie to watch..pages n chapters to read..projs to clear..argh..i want to quit school liao..i need a super duper long break..

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

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aint this heart shape couch just so lovely..i want one in my room too..

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extinct gathering @ newyork newyork..celebrate donut's bdae..

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ben & jerry's sweet cream & cookies ice cream cake for eugenia's 21st

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at yang's 21st bdae party

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dinner at majestic hotel on saturday..many cool 60s furniture and arty farty ones..

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kelas masak di rumah ibu yuke..kelopon dan gura merah agar agar..enak sekali..bagus sekali :)

Friday, September 15, 2006

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i am frustrated..i hate the way things are going on now..why cant it be how it used to be last time..damn irritating lah..i am going to blow off any moment..i want to escape from all these..i wish a magician can just make me disappear..i am stressed and depressed and tired..i dun think i have so much energy to deal with all these stuffs already..i just want to enjoy the fruits of it..i wanna be a lazy person..

next week:
landscape tut/valuation quiz/bahasa test/ES presentation/valuation tut

argh..even during the mid term i got no chance to rest and relax..got to do my landscape project and my valuation project..i've gt exactly 3 weeks to submission lah..plus i got tonnes of webcasts n notes to read..what a horrible semester..

i want to fly away..i am not a superwoman..

mum's off to beijing again..seems like she got to go up there every month now..hmm..i am so lonely lah..no one to talk to me at night..

i need a break from everything...

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pretty skies of canada..courtesy of charles..how i wish i could be there enjoying the scenary too

Thursday, September 07, 2006

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today can be said to be my worst day of my life so far..mayb for this year i hope..i guess..pardon me while i burst out everything on my blog..wadeva i may vomit out, u may or may not agree with me..but somehow i feel that wad i've gone thru is and will be totally different frm anyone of u..u may say that u have gone thru it too..but are u sure 100% that everything is exactly the same..i dun think so..anyway..i've been thinking and pondering...

what's the definition of RICH?
well my oxford dictionary defines the word as : having much wealth, well to do, prosper..blah..
anyway the point i am trying to make is..what's the benchmark for being rich..how much is counted as rich..do u compare it relatively or do u base on how much assets that person owns, how frequent one goes abroad, the brand of stuffs that they use..the amount of unlimited stuffs they own or such that there seems to be nth that they are short of..?
seriously i have no idea..is the richest man really the richest in the world..surely there are things that he will be lacking..health, kinship, happiness???
i feel that GOD is fair to everyone..no one has a perfect life..being rich doesnt allow one to have everything..
" POOR RICH MAN" ---> a rich man that is short of something..

why say someone is rich just bcos he is able to buy many things..why cant it be that he has worked hard for it..rewarding himself..a gift frm others..
being rich and owning many things isnt a right..its a privilege..
why the green envious look..
if one is motivated to be rich..then work hard for it..
"money makes the world go round"

well i'll say that life isn't a bed of roses..sweet smelling..anyway roses do have thorns..so what if ur leading a wonderful, seem to lack nth kind of life..on appearance everything may seem so beautiful..but in fact no one knows what ur sufferings are..
live life to your fullest..cherish every moment that u have..for u dun know what tmr holds...

health is the most impt thing..without health..there wun be a YOU anymore..
although an apple a day keeps the doctor away..somethings just cant be seen with the naked eye..until u really "see" it..

friends! wads are they really..pple who stand by u thru trials n tribulations..or are they the pig and dog type..those that make use of u..back n front stab u..there r those who just simply make u life miserable..and few that will make ur existance worthwhile..
does everyone need friends? are they neccessary..can one survive in this world all alone..well..survival of the fittest..the toughest will stay and the weak will be defeated...

true that u got to cherish ur friends..but hw to know who truly are your friends..or "friends"
???

hmm..have u ever wonder where u dress sense come frm..did u peep at a stranger's dressing..a passer-by?? is that counted as good dress sense..or do u simply label that as a copy cat..or how abt..hmm..its a compliment..dont u ever like see someone wear or have sth before u head for the shops and purchase them? how abt many pple wear giordano clothes..are they copy cats..wad the hell..i mean designers design clothes so that pple will buy them..so surely u expect there to be many others who will have the same stuffs as u right..does it matter who owns it first..

wad the hell is wrong with mankind..!

hmm..i announce and say that of my whole body..only my brain seems to be functioning normal..i may be normal..but somehow some abnormalities cant be explain..its like those 1 in 100000 kind of rare illnesses...

i am just a human..just like you..why the differences..

p/s my car was clamped in nus today...

Monday, September 04, 2006

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big juicy lips birthday at settlers cafe

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this is the 4th week of school already..time flies so fast..well i am still slacking arnd although i've got many work undone on hands..hmm..ok..no more asking so & so to go out..i shall be a bookworm, nerdy girl soon..okie..in fact i got to start my engine already..alot of catching up to do..shan't waste time on stoopid and energy consuming stuffs..stuffs that are irrelevant to studies...

hmm..granny's doing fine..back at the nursing home..she seems to be able to recognise us again..just unable to speak..so she blinks at us..i am glad..

today went to comex at expo..boy boy is the place packed with so many people..hmm..wonder are the deals really that good or wad..or are people going there for the sake of it..haha..anyway i am one of them too..well me n dad went there empty handed..but came home with many things..we bought 2 trolleys and we got 2 free printers..haha..kidding..we bought 2 printers..and alas..no more squating at the printer having to manually feed the paper in order to print double side..cos we got a duplex printer..one that automatically prints double side..hahaha..den we got another that can scan, print, think its a 3 in 1..its for me..whaha..last but not..we got a new digicam..hehe..panasonic fx-01..hehe..well the guy was promoting the fx-7...but dad doesnt believe in wadeva he says abt the pixels and the lens..blah blah..soon to come..everybody will upgrade their cameras again..better than nothing lah..now i got a bigger screen cam..haha..and its white colour..how retro n classic can it be..hehe..hafnt tested it yet..i am still charging my battery..hehe..well i was considering casio too..but it just has too many buttons..dun seem that user friendly to me...hmm..well my good canon ixus 430 will be sold to my aunty..hehe..

of yah..on friday..we went to settlers cafe to celebrate lewis aka big juicy lips birthday..we played till abt 2am..hehe..we had a great time..soon i'll upload the videos of him and mong na...hehe..pictionary was great..the brain game too..we were the winners...haha..elixir wasnt that fun..but we were all casting spells on lewis..haha..he had to scratch his head, say "for ur information" and "well i am ur monkey's uncle" and "lewis the great" each time he wants to talk..hehe..only con..it was quite expensive to play games there..hehe..but fun..

well..this weekend had been great,,ate alot n slept alot.so its now time to study..although i dun really got the mood for it..anyway..i hope that my extinct outing will be successful..hehe..

cheers!