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♥ expectant .
i rock oh so much


♥ 2010 resolution .
dreams do come true

Setting up my own business, be more hardworking
Be a better partner to dear & a better brighter future
Be more homely
Exploring new countries; next up a Australia roadtrip!
Earning my keep
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LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
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just home..this nite seem so long and dreaded..
just a phone call and that's the end of everything..
granny slept and departed peacefully..
free from sickness and sufferings..

life is so fragile


Tuesday, September 25, 2007
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boy managed to ballot for tix to sentosa from HDB..so we went to have some fun there..during this short break of mine..intended to go to bintan instead..but too much hassle of booking ferry tix and all..
early morn we went to old airport to eat lor mee..yum yum..then bought some snacks and began our tanning session frm 12-4pm..super red..the beach was rather empty..surprisingly..cos the M's are having their "diet"..so no picnic for them..hehe..OOps...



headed to vivo..ate haagen dazs..superly unsatisfied..cos my icecream was melting when was served to me..so we complained and the manager compensate me with a new one..so in total i ate 1 and half set..haha..a discount would have been better..then we did some shopping at vivo before dad n mum joined us for dinner at asian kitchen..cos everywhere was crowded..grocery shopping was good..
hmm..guess this is one or only break that i have and i am not away overseas..grounded in singapore..my sunny island..hmm..
on friday nite received my letter of SEP from NUS..that the application has been sent to UC le..or shld i say JUST...so now is wait for reply from UC lor..hmm..wad a long wait...
today..finally i watch movie..RA-TA-TOO-E...haha...we went to cine to have dinner and watched it there..hmm..more shopping for me too..haha..means more broke..but since gg end of the month..so..oso not much left lah...soon got to get a piggy bank and save up for usa...
so far..i bought..a pair of shoes...a dress..a tank top..accessories..bag..yeah..rest of the week no more time le..
tmr is healthy day..bringing pamela to the gym..my new khaki..then wed will be a packed day..2 bdae to go..meetings in school...this break isnt that long after all...
time to start my engine... :)




Wednesday, September 19, 2007
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survived another draggy day of school..just 2 more days to go..and it shall all end with the development presentation..argh..got arrowed to present..but nvm..i shall take it as an incentive that the later presentations will be harder..haha

my new loves..caffine..
tea, kopi,chocolate and of cos..alcohol...
hmm..but some how all these stuffs are fattening..anybody got any food stuffs to recommend that eat and wun grow fat?
when stressed..either u balloon or u deflate..normally i am the latter..but currently its the former..shall do something to my size this mid break..whaha..hopefully something good happens..dont backfire

oh no..the SEP form thingy is super driving me nuts..
forms missing again? my UOL cert? huh..i never even tk the exam that time lor..no documents lah..nus check forms so long..think no nid send to usa liao lah..i stay in my kampong liao..

oh tomorrow is a happy day..looking forward to see how aki pple work..whah..1st time i going to studio..woo hOO..all thanks to yirong's network...haha..we shall all work towards our goal..be entreprenuers..see our plan works anot..but shld be good..since we have 2yr plus of experience in planning surprise parties...soon it will all begin again...

*surprise*


Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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whaha..everybody around me or most of the people are getting excited over drinking..the HIGH mood..i am excited too..just waiting for the weekend..

today is a better day..at least with laughters..unlike the past..so treasure the present..

everybody's talking about year end travel destination..hmm..where will mine be..
to the states..or will i be on a tour to some place to have some fun..just want this sem to end faster..

so many projects..so many sidetracks..no direction..so lost lah..
hopefully something goes right soon...
my engine is still cold lah..not yet heat up yet..
praying hard that during the break..my brain power will start..
not much time left to drag...

hmm..his having fun out..me..sobx..stuck at home..dun care him..tmr i shall find people to go havoc with me..strand him...

drinking session sign up...who wants to go happy?
whaha..
think the girls will just tie me up..

of cos..no drink driving..
i am a good girl..


Monday, September 17, 2007
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yeah!! finally my blog is functioning the right way le..mayb its also twisted like me..but i am glad that my brain is back to normal..in terms of handling emotional stress..but still its stressed out by all other stuffs..so..i am glad that there were the people who created a thing call alcohol to help destress by making myself high..haha..been drinking on friday nights for the past 2 weeks and boy am i enjoying..that it now spreads over to saturday..but of cos not only do i get a good sleep after that..i oso got to handle the hangover and not waking up for my dates..i missed the movie outing with SEC cos i was drunk..oops!

anyway..on fri at clarke quay..this indian ang moh bought me n arthur drinks..thou his conclusion was the guy was trying to pao me..but its FREE drinks..haha..so i decided that i shall hang out at the bar more often and make frens with the bartender and hopefully bum into that guy more often..then my drinks are free..haha..

on saturday bro invited his frens over for bbq..siao lah..all drink till talk nonsense..but lucky for me..cos i could fish on their drinks..free for me again..haha..soon next wk is term break..so it means i can drink without bothering if i cant wake up the next day..haha...

anyway..i am indeed glad that there are friends around who never fail to give up on you because they care about u..and i will cherish them for they had cherished me..treasure them for the future is a present..a gift to be able to have them by your side..

well..everybody is stressed out with school load..but i believe that by supporting each other we can all pull thru together..term break..its time to chill out girls!!! party time!!!


Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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this is a practical world..you just simply want to get what you want and get it through whatever means you can..in simple terms..leverage? nope..how about using the resources that are around you..
never mind about me..just another time of piss off moments and thoughts of unfairness..
why bother about what others think..cos its their thinking..there are many other things that are much more important..why feel unfair when you cant get what others have..you got the resources then go ahead and get it..you dont know how to get it then go wreck your brains and think about it..dont just sit there and wait for answers..

why are there just times in life that people who dont put in much effort but reap better than those that do so..pure luck? then i guess i just got to be that unlucky one..

forgranted-ness

isolation in progress

depression sets in

time to be left alone

strive and perform

use of unorthodox methods in attaining goals

lesson learnt today..illustration...if you are doing a job for someone for free..that is service..you are the BOSS..the other party has no right to make demands..that being..you can F*** the other..but if you are paid..then thats a different story..why? cos the person paying you to do the job is the BOSS..so...the payer gets to F*** you..
simple logic in life..

similarly..i want to get my allowance from my dad..he is my boss..so i have to listen to him..but after i get the money..i can no need to entertain him..why? goal attained..

simple..

random thoughts..

yet..useful in life..

besides knowing how to get about acheiving your goal..of cos you must know how to optimise and invest them in order to get much more..

the money minded..may be unscrupulous methods work the best..
of cos..fishing on others is the easiest way..
just reason and you can get it..
the facts are there..
its just how you twist and turn them
thats why some can make it..others break it..
the successful and the strugglers..

dont understand? then dont bother to...
simple..

dumb?


Monday, September 10, 2007
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this is the process of the fishy growing...enormously...



Sunday, September 09, 2007
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MY RELAXING WEEKEND


the fishy game that xuan introduced to boy..drove him nuts..look how big the fish grew


the game ended by itself..stopped him from eating more..too fatty bom bom!



uncle treated us all to dinner at his friend's restaurant..had wine and yummy desserts..pamela had beef..i had the sea bass..great ambience..al fresco..



drinks @ harry at esplanade after supper..i drank "dirty harry"


this foto i presume will drive yirong drool alot..look at how yummy the orh lua is..super crispy..i rate it 4.5 / 5...fat juicy plump oysters...$6 a plate..


had stingray and kangkong too..the sambal fail..not yummy..i prefer bedok 85..i rate this 3.7 / 5..i want more food hunts..eating helps to release stress..but also will make u grow fatter..gross!
today went jog with cousins at cemetary..jialut ah..grow too fat le..2wks never run..today legs like dun belong to me..but really..eating too much is unhealthy..today lunch ate the famous you ji (soy chicken) from chinatown..yesterday we drove pass it and suddenly me and bro had thsi urge to eat it..after all i think about 6yrs we never eat le..woah..standard still damn good..super yummy...pity we wasted all the chic skin..cos its too oily and unhealthy..
okie..shall end post here..too much food thoughts make me hungry..shall not have that thought..








Wednesday, September 05, 2007
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the story of my SEP..leaving it all to fate

i was once eager and excited of going to the states for exchange programme because i saw how much fun brother had and my friends had when they went for it. i also believe that this experience will play a big part of my life for my future. but somehow as the days past, with much thoughts, there are many things that i find it hard to leave behind. family, friends, all the material stuffs that i have here at home, the kind of lifestyle, my protected and shelter life. but there is also a need for me to grow up and mature and be independent. so i am now just patiently waiting for the letter with some hope that maybe i will not be selected for the exchange.

today got a call from HJ, seems like he has some problem with his application and called to check if i having the same problem. somehow i didn't receive any notification from the school, though i submitted and did all the necessary documents with him. funny situation. so i called up the school to double check whether i was supposed to receive the email too, but i was not on the list. this is getting abit absurb. but at the same time, no news could be good news. and my decision is to leave it to fate that whether i am supposed to go, given that my documents could be wrongly submitted and the school failed to inform me, thus i didn't get to go for exchange. see no point in going thru the trouble of checking all over nus. although i may find it a pity after seeing all the nice pictures of the school during lecture today.

its just like that..


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DEADLINES

oct 26 - bahasa indo presentation & planning proj

oct 30 - marketing proj

nov 2 - development proj

nov 16 - space proj

EXAMS

nov 26 - planning

nov 28 - space

dec 4 - marketing

dec 5 - asset

dec 7 - development


Tuesday, September 04, 2007
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for those who are hungry dont watch this video ok..its far too yummy and delicious..*drools*



Monday, September 03, 2007
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TADA..the new ME..still abit not used to not having hair at my shoulders..haha..what a cool feeling..light headed too..save alot of shampoo and water this month..haha


me in the midst of my haircut..


Sunday, September 02, 2007
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this is what i did on saturday afternoon..spending my time at the salon..having a super duper short haircut..gone are the days of my ponytail..the last time i had a short hairstyle was when i was in sec 4..since then from JC onwards it has been long..so now it shall be short for sometime..maybe years..haha..dont want to show people my face with the short hair yet..but let ur imaginations run free..haha.. :) *cheeky grin*