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Thursday, February 28, 2008
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feeling abit bored at home nw! the girls are at school for the career preparation thingy seminar, so i got no one to disturb..
just got home after trying to beat the orchard ERP at 12pm, left home at 11plus to go orchard..collect boy's 2 zara shirts..hopefully he will wear them soon and not keep in the wardrobe to collect dust, given that he has like tonnes of shirts which i bought for him in hongkong and japan and they have yet to seen the light..

interestingly orhard always have people around the clock, isn't a dead town early in the afternoon..bought my lunch back with a starbucks..think i am caffine addicted and dependent again..

oh yeah..good news girls..i am in contact with the same CDL uncle again..and this time he sounds nicer and more ke qi.. i seeked his professional advice and he ask us to do on this industrial land instead..as usual ask me called in 7..8..in the morning but i not awake..how to check email..then he go out for meeting and i can only find him in the afternoon! so maybe next week we can go for excursion to industrial site and joo chiat to take photos..

shall upload some old fotos..since i ain't really in the mood to do work yet..soon thou!

this is mr leung chi man..he flew back to aussie already..sobx..but still happy cause he came down to nus last week to meet me for lunch..and i got a bottle of chocolates from swiss! yay!


this is ms teresa chan, whom i played mahjong with last week..and she still owes me money since last year for dinner..haha..and i totally forgot about it..luckily she's good and reminded me about it..hehe..i am waiting $$$!


this is mr charles..my one and only pilot friend, what a high flyer..he is mr nice guy will offered to buy things for me in usa and will ship to me..i am waiting for my sunnies..yay!


this is pendo girls during rag days..ohh..look at how innocent ah rong looks like..wait till you see her new revamped look..pity i got no pics..got to wait for my nuer to send me


this is ms xiangru, my nu-er..opps initially missed her pic out till i relooked at this entry..hard to find fotos that are taken when we were younger..but my nu-er is older than me! hmm..


this is ms nana ong..isn't she just adorable..then a cute babe..now a hot sexy babe!


lastly!!! yay..my wugui!!!


{ freed on 02:46

yes i know its close to 3am..thursday morning..well what to do..just completed watching finish marketing webcast..later after i wake up i got to transfer them over still..why? simply because the lecturer talks so much and its impossible to write down nicely but to scribble on scrap paper first..

been staying home the past few days..today finally stepped out of house long enough..went to school to discuss planning project..and to figure out the development guide plan..well there is always a first time in IRC..borrowing the master plan..haha..and boy was it freezing..and i couldn't make it thru the ERP at my house by 5pm..damn..hehe..feeling hungry after i came home..snacked alittle and had a sudden headache so went to take a nap while waiting for boy to end his meeting before i pick him for dinner..

hmm..we went to have crepes for dinner..ok tasting..but wasn't enough to fill my tummy..and he bought his new bag le..wanted to buy for him secrectly then surprise him on saturday..but well..there are always other stuffs to get for him..we didn't manage to run over to orchard in time to collect his altered shirts..so tomorrow got to run errand for him, and probably find a present for him too..hopefully tomorrow can go running..growing fat soon..haiz..weight just fluctuates like nothing..

and the surprise of today..chua yirong's new hairdo..girl ah..its not bad...don't give it too much attention of not u will attract the wrong attention from those sitting at the back of lorries ah..hehe..and well..glad to see that my nu-er is cheering up..life is getting better..

for me too..i am glad with how things are..slowly recovering..and maintaining it..
afterall..once bitten twice shy..wouldn't want history to repeat..learning to give and take along the way..

so much work to clear..will there be mahjong for me on friday? hmm..now i am not a jiu-gui..but a du-gui!!!


Tuesday, February 26, 2008
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here are some stolen fotos from xuan's blog!


farewell to xuan and jing last friday


kitwan and jing's bday celebration sometime ago




Monday, February 25, 2008
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yeah!!! finally its mid term break..but this isnt the time to rest and relax..but got so much work to clear..gosh..hmm..but still..before all the mugging begins..there is always time to play first..

friday..sent off weijing and wanxuan..new zealand..probably they have arrived safely..and hope that they will have loads of fun there..miss you girls :)

after that..was 1 of 2 of my mahjong sessions..went to junjie's house..so interesting..playing with 1st 3 mth JC classmates..been long time since i saw peixian or rather from the time we graduated from SR..then teresa and junjie..we had met up couple of times in the later parts of 2007..started at 11pm..finally ended at close to 5am...the fights between xian and junjie is still the same..as entertaining as before..then me throwing all the "words" tiles to junjie..then he had to try hard to hint to me he wants numbers..and of what kind..either bigger or smaller than what i threw..so since i threw words instead of numbers..i told him how about we change game to scrabble..then those moments we laugh about who is winning or losing..it feels good..then his house so ke lian..no food for us..stomach growls..lucky for boy who was at st james drinking..got e supper after he finished his scrumptious supper of bak kut teh..i had takopachi balls from 7-11 at 5am....haha..then home to sleep..next day a zombie..

11pm..start of next game of mahjong with zhenrong and rex....haha..long time since we played..ever since rex went to korea lah..play and watch soccer at the same time..then as usual..according to maggie's theory..our 1st game always ends at close to 3am..and 2nd game will end around 6am..just in time for 1st bus home..haha..at least this time was better..when all is hungry there is always cny goodies to depend on..snacking on cookies..nuts..crackers..haha..

sleep..and wake up..time to head off to sentosa for a suntan..haha..but didnt really tan well..felt the sun too strong..so didnt stay long enough to get roasted..after that went to orchard road..rushed to walk arnd to complete the shopping in 3hrs before car park fees due..yay..got some groceries for boy..baking ingredients for me..a skirt..then dinner was off to bedok 85...waited almost 1 hr for his congee..then usual seafood..ah balling..hehe..

now i am super tired..past 3 days..total sleep..10 hours..so now its time to sleep..let all the mugging begin when i have energized myself..


Monday, February 18, 2008
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this year valentines have been rather interesting..
first the gossip and announcement of ah gong's love life..provided some highness in the car on the way to school..
my green rose from abang aeron..look like frog yet look like a ball..hmm..ok lah..much appreciated given that he says he takes 15min to fold one..shall post pic soon..
exchange of gifts..fenella gave us chocs in angbao..and elna gave us underwear..haha..
maggie gave us brownie to share..

most sadly..all the couples skipped devt lect and left me and rong freezing in the lecture room..brrr...and 2 of us sat in techno sipping juice and playing with her laptop..

well lecture ended..then i went to esplanade to meet arthur..a rose from him..then we walked to raffles city to find food for dinner..all closing so end up drink soup at soup spoon..then to drink at introbar..saw larry there..he was a cai tou..went up to equinox with his girlfren..hehe

thats the end of vdae..

saturday was tiring..having to wake at 8am to go sch for tut..but that session was interesting..guessed just probably entertained by the guy..haha..then home..lunch..dinner..
sleep and i am sick the next day..haha..
sunday was a lazy day for me..just sleep thru afternoon till evening..then went to potong eat tze char..according to mel..its nice..so i brought parents there..and i bummed to mingyang..he move house to potong le...haha..

after this blogging..time to sleep..cos the drinking panadol..is making me sleepy..and its bitter..dun be bluffed by the lemon flavour..mum bluffed me.. :)


Thursday, February 14, 2008
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HAPPY VALENTINES
hope everyone will be more loved!!!
this stitch and angel (his gf) soft toy was bought by myself in osaka..disney store prepare for valentines..since i know that this year will be a lonely valentine..no pak tor..no date..so i buy myself present lor..haha
not that desperate also..
anyway..after being reminded by edle about valentine day in PL..all the nonsense stuff that we used to give each other..all the crushes..haha..this year..today i baked yummy choc cake for SEC girls..may them eat the sweet cake..and their love life be sweeter as time goes by..and be more loved..
also..cos aeron din get to taste my cny cookies..so now i offer him a piece of cake for vdae..in exchange he gonna give me a flower..haha..my only flower this vdae i think..and oso joel will get a slice too..haha..i'm the only girl who makes cookies and cake for him..besides another girl..hmm..interesting..haha..
this 2 days..of no school..went to hospital for check up..scare me..thought i got internal bleeding..excessive bleeding frm period..but doc says probably my hormones are craky and jumpy like me..from the stress and worries previously..so now tk medicine to make hormones normal again..reboot system..like computer crash...haha..then i am also discharge from counselling session too..unless i go cranky again then i go see doc again..
thru those sessions i think i did learn how to look at life abit happy and with a lighter mood..
shld i feel bothered..i need to ask myself whats bothering me..if it isnt a big issue..then dun bother..
i also need to figure out whats my life support system..need to find more legs..more support..a chair with more legs is more stable..if not..shld a leg break..then i will fall too..think thru this time..i had reconnect with many frens..and think that i have more pple to talk too..laugh..light hearted..i just got to not be too dependent on one support..sometimes setting a deadline in order to settle an issue is also good..so that matters dont drag too long..
just need to relax..breathe deeply..lightly like a baby..
now i dun haf to think much..mayb at times..but i know that i cant dwell on it too long..life has to go on..many answers dont lie with me..
just lead my life happily and be happy..laugh laugh laugh..


Sunday, February 10, 2008
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HUAT AH!!!
hope that everyone ate their fill of cookies..collected angbaos..gambled and won $$$...

well this year cny was abit too quiet for me..cos we didnt get to go granny's hse on 1st day..kinda like not allowed to go..for duno wad reasons..so my 1st day was just stay home and went to temple..and since i cant collect any angbaos..i created a game..haha..and i hafnt worn my new dress yet..

dad n mum each wrapped 18 angbaos with $2..then they 2 hid the angbaos all over the house..then me and bro will go treasure hunt..and dad n mum have to find each others..haha..dad hid them in tough spots..cant imagine at all..under TV..printer..computer..freezer..haha..u name it u have it..behind toilet bowl too..then as we were playing..uncle, pam and ryan came to our hse..so they 2 also joined us and search for angbaos..haha..

only till at nite 9plus then we went to granny hse for drinks...wine and munch nuts..

my day 2..went to orchard in the afternoon..sigh..no shops open..managed to buy movie tix for ah long pte ltd..funny movie..all the timings filled lah..assume that everyone u see at orchard were there just to watch movie..or drink kopi..only shops open were starbicks and coffeebean..no restaurants open..while waiting for my nite movie..took mrt to suntec..haha..mango was open and managed to buy a top..haha..its a gift anyway..

want to play mahjong..but no khakis..haiz...

today 3rd day..mum cooked popiah and had steamboat..aunts n uncle and granny came my hse..then we played blackjack..not much luck..but i managed to earn commission..haha..
so fast end of day..today orchard is super crowded..everyone is shopping..alot of sales..tempting..

nothing much accomplished..and tutorials are piling at my study table..calling out to me..haiz..
tmr..SEC gathering..before that will i manage to find time to shop..haha..nehx..need to save my angbao money in the bank before i spend it..hard earn cookies money..

after cny..valentines..well no date so no need prepare gift too..haha..maybe shall just do small gifts for frens..or mayb go see my fren at singles party..haha..


Saturday, February 02, 2008
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yeah another day of no sch..cos lecture was cancelled..haha..
woke up at ten..thou i felt like lazing awhile longer..but yet i know that i got some matters to do today..so dragged myself out..
left home at 12plus and headed down to orchard..started to drizzle..well last nite my handphone went cranky..suddenly i cant unlock keypad, cant off it, screen flicker..had to send it to nokia care and get it repaired..supposed to take 3-5 days..alritey..then from wheelock it was raining rather heavily so i walk underpass to shaw lido..bought bread for lunch..wanted to walk to pacific plaza to repair mum's fossil watch which spoilt for ages..but the rain prevented me from crossing the small road..instead..i went to mango to look at clothes..bought 2 tees and 1 skirt..then i ran across to repair her watch..hmm..quite smart..her new watch warrenty was tgt with her old watch..so now the repairs are free..cos the girl thought the watch still got warrenty..haha..at 1st thot was just to change battery 30 mins will be done..then after i asked some qn..check with the repair uncle..found out mechanism spoil..so now it takes 2-3 weeks..rain hadnt stop...
link underpass to wisma..went for bag hunting..in the end went to isetan mango and bought the grey bag that i eyed quite sometime but always either got scratches or no new piece..so this was the last piece..but no scratch..so i bought it..then i bumped into xuan..so qiao..hope she managed to have bumper harvest for her CNY clothes..and i bought a pair of flats..cos my white ones are giving me blisters..i depreciated it for 5yrs..time to give it a goodbye..replacement..
forgot dad got isetan vouchers..should have charged to his expense.haiz..nvm..i use it for new googles and swimwear..

waiting for the rain to stop and the sun to shine so that i can have a tan..

basically thats how i spent my whole afternoon..shopping alone at orchard..haha
came home wanting to watch webcast but not uploaded yet?!
then at 715pm nokia called and say my hp ready..so i drove down hoping to reach before closing at 8pm..made it on time..and got my phone back..had a hard time rearranging the contacts..roars..

made a discovery..when i put my sim card to my old samsung..theres the function utrack..its like when ur hp gets lost..the hp will automatically send sms to the numbers u indicated to notify that the hp was stolen..then immediately mum called me and ask why my hp stolen..so it works..woah!! marvel!!

tmr is another stay home day..to bake more tarts..to jaga the painters coming to repaint our walls..and to read reports for IP..roars..what a way to await for CNY to arrive..

still prefer carefree moments..stress is arriving..insonmia disappearing..feelings losing..


Friday, February 01, 2008
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me & new shades from japan


me & my new watch that mum bought for me frm our shopping walk


yummified banana belgium waffles with caramel



korean BBQ..yummy kimchi.but expensive dinner