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♥ expectant .
i rock oh so much


♥ 2010 resolution .
dreams do come true

Setting up my own business, be more hardworking
Be a better partner to dear & a better brighter future
Be more homely
Exploring new countries; next up a Australia roadtrip!
Earning my keep
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♥ adieu .
set them free

LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
eugenia
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
{ freed on 21:56

hey hey..

CLEARANCE SALE at my shop!!!
go check it out ok...


{ freed on 00:45

end of LAW..argh!!! wad a lousy paper..hopefully dun bang wall can liao..i cant even understand the concepts..

interesting..if i want a CAP of 3.5 this sem..i must obtain 4.88
if i want CAP 3.4..must get 4.48
if CAP 3.3..must get 4.25
if CAP 3.2...simply just need 3.8

come on lah..be realistic lydia..that is kinda out of my range liao..dun think i gt the strength to pull so much..how disgusting can my life be..

i may as well compete to be on dean's list already..

today went on eating spree after paper..did a crazy n ridiculous thing..i went to city hall and queued almost 4 hours to buy donuts...whaha


Thursday, April 26, 2007
{ freed on 18:27

phasaa thay finish lEEw..chan may khawcay s))p tEE hopefuuly can get dii grades!!!

tomorrow is LAW..it depends..see how much i am able to absorb tonite bah..just woke up from concussion..and having headache..drink tea already still like that..how?
hug buddha leg liao...

3 more papers..6 days to end of misery...


Wednesday, April 25, 2007
{ freed on 16:35

another paper is OVER!! urban management..silly uncle chin..everything also test on maintenance then make me so blur..also duno my answers correct anot..all overlapping..haiz..wrote till last second..hand cramp..haiz..

4 more to go before may 2nd arrives..by then..air will also be fresher..bcos its freedom!!

tmr THAI..well it rhymes with HAIz... :(


Tuesday, April 24, 2007
{ freed on 01:36


whaha..something interesting i found admist my mugging of my exams..sometime back i took part in the BRE tagline competition..haha..well bcos of this i won a meritorious award..and it can said that SDE sponsored me $100 for my apple ipod..haha..interesting how they made a poster out of it..pity i am not the winner..its the year 1 guy..jian ming..there that guy who was our FOC best male camper..hmph!! anyway..think this shld be my only glorious victory in my 4yr of studying in SDE bah..memorable event of my life..oh yah..i have a certificate too..will that help me to find a better job 2 yrs down the road?


Monday, April 23, 2007
{ freed on 14:45

yeah..asset paper is over..


Sunday, April 15, 2007
{ freed on 23:55

this week is reading week.meaning its time to read ur books..notes..wadeva there is to be read for a thing called..EXAMS..this means i will be a zombie..have lack of sleep again..haiz...
today such a wen xin day..mum cooked lunch for us..yummy been so long since i had homecooked food..then dad cooked chicken soup for me to nourish my toot toot brain..haha..feel so happy that there are people out there who are so willing to do things for me..thou these few days i have been moody towards them but they do understand the pressure that i am experiencing..mum oso made effort to stay home with me over the wkends while i tried to study..haha..went grocery shopping and bought many food..haha..time to pig out..well i have yet to find a nice place to study out yet..soon i will find out tmr..hehe...

got back our space proj..rather satisfied with the grade given that we rushed the report out in 3 days...haha..a bit slipshod thou..

nothing interesting in my life since xiaogu's 21st bdae..

probably just wishing that sch semester ends soon..and that i will be flying off after exams..i just wan to leave this sad sad place..this stressful place..

everybody jiayou studying okie..

but one extra thing this semester is that..things for us has yet to be settled and its kinda bothering..when things were thought to have settled after that day's talk in the car..everything just pours out again..and the story begins again..all the unhappiness with each other..the biggest and most f*** matter is our communication skill really does sux...nothing worst can happen other than that..just wanting the good stuffs to happen but yet they need to be expressed instead of being implied..well in the end..nothing is done..just end up in fights again..well mayb wad was meant to be was never meant to be..at least up till now...i really detest this whole issue..the cert..the promise..the reliance..the compromising..everything was never real at all..rather they had remained as a pack of lies and still be immersed in that fantasy world whereby everything would have been happier..everything that was promised had been done and not words of "i cant do it"...yah both of us were never like that in the past..everything has changed..probably even feelings and love has been converted to hate and detestment..irritance..probably..maybe we just no longer love each other..why..why cant i just have wad i want and u will have wad u want to...soon probably when u no longer have the chance to see me..mayb then u will miss me and regret..but probably again..mayb none of that will happen..mayb no sign of lingering and ponders and misses at all..well at least i never cried again..cos teh hurt is already there and i dun think any more hurt will make me more hurt..like i always say and mayb you do agree with me that i already understand u too well..that i do noe wad ur every move is..even thou i wish i can tell u outright wad i hope for..but cant u even imply and do sth extraordinary..yah i wan you to lead but yet i wan everything my way..even u do gt frustrated over that and it is a obstacle that u cant accept at all..giving in to me is such a hurdle..then i guess..really probably there is nothing taht holds two of us together anymore..
recently i just decipher that i had actually brought unto u much misery and torture..making u do things that u dun really want..or rather things that do obstruct the intend matters that u wanted to do..probably us being together 2 yrs ago is a real mistake..thou we had been happy before..well think there will be a girl out there that i truly the girl of your dreams..and that girl surely isnt me..


Sunday, April 08, 2007
{ freed on 23:06

today i hafnt really been myself..having this sense of being left all alone in this world..i just duno wad i can do..i just stayed at home like a worm..slept thru the whole day..din felt like talking much..just want to live in isolation..duno hw to face this world..all alone suddenly..

i saw letters..fotos..all those memories just kept flashing thru my mind..unknowingly tears came down again..i really duno wad am i doing..i chose this decision myself..but yet i am having difficulties facing them..just suddenly there is no more support..love..care..concern..no greetings..no talks..no sight..i feel very upset with myself over everything..

why did things have to be like that..why didnt we communicate better..

but there are no more whys already..i made the decision myself..and i have to face it myself..
i need to wake up soon..and study for my exams..


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FENELLA's STARRY 21st at ESSENTIAL BREW


Saturday, April 07, 2007
{ freed on 22:53

we counted our days till the 617th day..during those days we shared happiness, laughter, joy and sadness..
after these days..i wish him happiness, laughter, joy and love..


Wednesday, April 04, 2007
{ freed on 20:57

this is it..i think i have already reached the max of everything already..

*i dont need any comments from annoymous*


Sunday, April 01, 2007
{ freed on 22:41


soft shell crab sushi roll


okonomiyaki
these 2 dishes are a must eat at fuji restaurant in bangkok..simply irresistable..