sigh..sobx..this weekend definitedly wasn't what i anticipated or wanted or hoped for..
surely it will take time to tide over and surely some how this issue will affect us and be brought up some how in another argument..although said that it shall be forgotten...guess the issue may have already caused some "trust" to be lost..
time to trace back those feelings and thoughts...
is this how things are supposed to be, if want to be corrected, what are the correct actions and words to say such that this matter wouldn't surface again..tough decision...
yes i may have made the wrong move, but it wasn't made with the intention of hiding anything..just to prevent any complications, but perhaps from other points of views, my case is definitedly invalid..
(i don't like that rat that ranted on me, though unintentional)
time to forget about the issue...and perhaps shouldn't do much more to make matters worse..just let it die down..
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on saturday met teresa for lunch. finally that girl is back from her work and travel and travelling around USA and Taiwan..practically gone for more than half a semester and this semester she is going to graduate..i also want this kind of holiday! where is my weekend getaway???
i shall just proceed to plan my year end trip to Japan and Hawaii!!! sushi and suntan!!!
looking forward to tomorrow's lunch with erin and shiwei!!! yeah..and being sian of nus food, so we will be going out to eat instead...hehe..
today was supposed to go school to study and accompany abang..but my doc appt dragged and took up more than half a day, so i abandoned him..but on friday i discovered that his lab is pretty conducive for studying, so probably i shall hang out there more often..
doc says i am fine for the time being, at least shouldn't worsen in 6mths to a year when i go back for my review..things are under control unless any weird happenings..
i love my doctor!!! smart, sauve, handsome, well mannered, charasmatic, attractive..endless adjectives to describe him..and his new clinic is superb, tastefully done up..doctors surely do earn loads of money..wondering whether being a doctor was ever one of my ambitions when young, but of course..the outcome of not being hardworking enough, that's why i am studying real estate now..
and happy news..i am going 23 and i am still growing!! i just grew taller 1.5cam!!! whahaha!!! unbelievable..my doctor says that girls puberty ends at 22..hmm..hurry hurry i want grow abit more taller..
time to turn on my engines and be a nerd..shall plan to go school in the mornings to study and not laze and slack at home!!! anyone going school early to do work let me know..