
HAPPY VALENTINES
hope everyone will be more loved!!!
this stitch and angel (his gf) soft toy was bought by myself in osaka..disney store prepare for valentines..since i know that this year will be a lonely valentine..no pak tor..no date..so i buy myself present lor..haha
not that desperate also..
anyway..after being reminded by edle about valentine day in PL..all the nonsense stuff that we used to give each other..all the crushes..haha..this year..today i baked yummy choc cake for SEC girls..may them eat the sweet cake..and their love life be sweeter as time goes by..and be more loved..
also..cos aeron din get to taste my cny cookies..so now i offer him a piece of cake for vdae..in exchange he gonna give me a flower..haha..my only flower this vdae i think..and oso joel will get a slice too..haha..i'm the only girl who makes cookies and cake for him..besides another girl..hmm..interesting..haha..
this 2 days..of no school..went to hospital for check up..scare me..thought i got internal bleeding..excessive bleeding frm period..but doc says probably my hormones are craky and jumpy like me..from the stress and worries previously..so now tk medicine to make hormones normal again..reboot system..like computer crash...haha..then i am also discharge from counselling session too..unless i go cranky again then i go see doc again..
thru those sessions i think i did learn how to look at life abit happy and with a lighter mood..
shld i feel bothered..i need to ask myself whats bothering me..if it isnt a big issue..then dun bother..
i also need to figure out whats my life support system..need to find more legs..more support..a chair with more legs is more stable..if not..shld a leg break..then i will fall too..think thru this time..i had reconnect with many frens..and think that i have more pple to talk too..laugh..light hearted..i just got to not be too dependent on one support..sometimes setting a deadline in order to settle an issue is also good..so that matters dont drag too long..
just need to relax..breathe deeply..lightly like a baby..
now i dun haf to think much..mayb at times..but i know that i cant dwell on it too long..life has to go on..many answers dont lie with me..
just lead my life happily and be happy..laugh laugh laugh..