by right..in another 5 hours i should be on my way to the airport to catch my flight to san francisco for my exchange at berkeley..
now i am just waiting for wednesdays 110am whereby i will be catching a flight to osaka instead..
suddenly do feel the regret that i am no longer going to berkeley..but however there are many other things that i have to cope with here now rather than that..going overseas to study can wait for awhile longer..maybe till i graduate from nus..
i was thinking..i am hoping that the doctor will either tell me there is something wrong or totally nothing wrong..rather than i am like on a chopping board now..dont know whether there is something or nothing wrong..and not that he is not sure of what is wrong too..all the question marks..?????? all the sleepless nights..guess i am rather dependent on the pills to help me sleep at night..otherwise i will be awake and awaken many times throughout my sleep..
just now..went to east coast to have chili crab and pepper crab with ronald, rex, buddy, sera, arthur...fancy having chili crabs before ron heads for shanghai..haha..then we had dessert at hongkong cafe..and played a new game that sera taught us..rather confusing but interesting..and the deck of cards are rather cool..hmm..only the few of us will know whats on it..whahaha..something sexy lah..
suddenly so many people will be going abroad..just saw my msn and my friend is in shanghai for internship till june..hmm..and that day new year's day i just saw her and so fast she is 1000 miles away le..
haiz..all the modules are giving me a headache..
cant decide what to take..
my luggage is packed..except some last minute stuffs tmr then squeeze in..
planning my shopping list..
snacks and snacks..
and aim to take many fotos..since it has been 10years since i went to japan..
hopefully i dont get lost from the underground shopping and the messy train lines..
and yesh..its winter new year for me!!!!