i am back..but things still remain the same..
my miracle didnt happen..mayb this year i hafnt been a good girl so santa wouldnt grant me my wish nor give me any presents..
nothing just seem to go right..everything breaking down on me..so am i..
i just want dig a hole and hide inside now..never have to come out and face this world..
counting down the days left..i hate it so much..so much regrets and no courage to move on..
if i promise santa that i will be a good girl next year onwards..will he grant me my wish ..my miracle..my one and only..
i am very tired..so lost..so hopeless..
nothing in life is meaningful already..
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my trip to hongkong..ok lah..manage to shop..didnt haf much appetite to eat thou..a not so satisfying trip..took a super rocky boat ride to macau, yet i didnt haf the time to visit ventician..mayb another time bah..the weather was great..cool and breezy..i simply hearts winter..cool dressing..boots..trench coat..hats..scarf..
well got myself a hat and a cap..scarf..boots..long sleeves..super stripy long socks..getting ready for winter..winter sale is great too..mum finally bought her handbag..dad bought some clothes too..
heard bro is freezing in usa..winter..snowing..cool
i think..my grad trip will be to stay in HK for a month... :)