finally exams are over..but yet this period of time isnt going to be very happy for me..things are no longer the same as the used to be..this period of time has indeed been very struggling and suffocating..i am at wits end because i no longer know what i can do already..everytime i try i just bang the wall..there is this barrier that i cant break thru nor am i allowed in..what can i do..i so much want it but yet its beyond my reach..
just exactly one more month and i be in the states..all i want now is happy memories..but seems like all i am having is regrets..everything just changed and left me in a week..a moment of folly..all the accumulations that just cant seem to be deleted and forgotten and move on..all i ever want now is a chance to make amendments and remedy everything..but as the days pass..the chances of doing so just gets lesser...
the heart just aches...
what can i do to have back the happiness that i once took for granted..
its just so painful and depressing..