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LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
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Monday, November 12, 2007
{ freed on 01:29

life is really very frustrating..seems like there is already no more motivation and goal in life..
this weekend has been really the worst of the worst that the outcome cant be any worse..
life is just going to be lonely and cold..things dont seem to be turning around nor are lessons being learnt..how bad can it be..i always say..whats the purpose of aiming high and hoping for something and now when it can no longer be achieved..suddenly that fall is so hard to handle and yet have to waste time and energy on recouperating..wasnt it best if things were layman..simple..no hopes no dreams means no failure no disappointment..expectations simply are causes..and i am the effect..

i really want to give up on everything already..but yet it pains to let go after all the effort being put in..but i cant get what i want..is there a purpose to carry on..but i may just even fail more and the setback will be even worse and greater stress to handle..which isnt suitable for a time like now..i need the support but yet i am backfired..why cant i even get bluffed and let me live in that fantasy just for this moment..its really very tiring...

maybe everything should really end and move on..no point in resolving matters for history may just continuing repeating and this process..this agony is very hard to endure and live through..

i envy the happy..

seems like i will just be happy on my own..for u no longer make me happy..bring me happiness..share happiness with me..
my surname is now lonesome..happy divorced me..and gave me tears instead of laughter..