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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

{ freed on 23:32

the story of my SEP..leaving it all to fate

i was once eager and excited of going to the states for exchange programme because i saw how much fun brother had and my friends had when they went for it. i also believe that this experience will play a big part of my life for my future. but somehow as the days past, with much thoughts, there are many things that i find it hard to leave behind. family, friends, all the material stuffs that i have here at home, the kind of lifestyle, my protected and shelter life. but there is also a need for me to grow up and mature and be independent. so i am now just patiently waiting for the letter with some hope that maybe i will not be selected for the exchange.

today got a call from HJ, seems like he has some problem with his application and called to check if i having the same problem. somehow i didn't receive any notification from the school, though i submitted and did all the necessary documents with him. funny situation. so i called up the school to double check whether i was supposed to receive the email too, but i was not on the list. this is getting abit absurb. but at the same time, no news could be good news. and my decision is to leave it to fate that whether i am supposed to go, given that my documents could be wrongly submitted and the school failed to inform me, thus i didn't get to go for exchange. see no point in going thru the trouble of checking all over nus. although i may find it a pity after seeing all the nice pictures of the school during lecture today.

its just like that..