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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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i pray that nothing will happen to granny..hope that her breathing difficulty improves and that she will be discharged from ttsh soon and back to the home..

this afternoon received a sms from mum that granny was admitted to hospital and that she and dad were going down to see her..didnt hear anything from both of them till dad came home from work and told me what happened..today noon he went to see granny and saw her with the respiratory system..the doc then said that she had breathing prob last night and that they suspect she maybe having internal bleeding cos her stools were black..then she was admitted to ttsh..cos she is already so old..they cant operate on her to check for internal bleeding..so far she hasnt really been conscious fully..sleeping..doc once again told us to be ready..

i remember the last time that i heard the doc say that sentence to us..i broke down in tears at the hospital..i know that i havent really been a good grand daughter..not visiting her as often since she stayed at the home..but still..i remember how she dotes me..i believe in her that she has a super duper strong will to live on..for although she nearly left us but she strived and struggled and survived..hopefully she wins this battle once more..live till a ripe old age..but yet i am aware that her life has been long and tiring and gone thru alot of hardships..and this illness is indeed torturing her..for she once was a loud and strong and hearty old lady..yet now bedridden and speechless..if she lives..its happiness..but if she goes..it will be a relieve for her...and i believe that she has led a fruitful life and had experience things which many of us had not..

today was supposed to go for SEC outing to the zoo..but wasnt well..stayed home..am somewhat "happy" that i had not gone out today..and if something were to have happened..i would be at wits end..

life..health..age..death..all part and parcel of life...