today i hafnt really been myself..having this sense of being left all alone in this world..i just duno wad i can do..i just stayed at home like a worm..slept thru the whole day..din felt like talking much..just want to live in isolation..duno hw to face this world..all alone suddenly..
i saw letters..fotos..all those memories just kept flashing thru my mind..unknowingly tears came down again..i really duno wad am i doing..i chose this decision myself..but yet i am having difficulties facing them..just suddenly there is no more support..love..care..concern..no greetings..no talks..no sight..i feel very upset with myself over everything..
why did things have to be like that..why didnt we communicate better..
but there are no more whys already..i made the decision myself..and i have to face it myself..
i need to wake up soon..and study for my exams..