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Monday, March 05, 2007

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today or rather just a few minutes ago..my fairy tale ended..however it didnt end like any other fairy tale..not happily ever after at least..does it mean that books lied to us..or is it just me and him..

in the end..probably we still duno wad each other really wants from each other..although most of the time we say that we know..we been dragging..we been saying that we have been trying to change..we have been saying that we dun wan to fight anymore..in the end..nothing of the above happened..we were trapped in time..remained at where we were previously and probably didnt move on to be a happy couple..we say that we wan each other to change..changed till the extend that probably we have lost our ownself..the true "i"..

we thot we were meant for each other..till the future..we say that we love each other..but each time we hardly respected each other and conformed to wad the other wants or said..we admit that we are stubborn in our own ways..but we just dun really give in to each other..so mayb this is the end..

although we hate this ending..although many say that we shld give it another chance..we were said to be in love deeply..but somehw we dislike each others doing..we compared with others..but wad is the point..we didnt change anyhow..mayb thru this..we may find back ourselves..proceed on to a better fairy tale..or probably down the years..we may get back together..or mayb..

there were happy times..how we met..how we talked on the food..went out for meals..watched movies..just like any other couple..but somehow..the feeling and atmosphere changed along the way..at least for me..although there maybe no need for u to do those little things..but as i said they do matter to me..i mayb childish in my thinking..but this is how i wan my fairy tale to be..along the way..although we said that certain things dun matter..but somehow they do..we expect sth to happen..our expectations rose..we demanded more unknowingly..our tolerance shrunk..we dun seem to be that in love anymore..

time..yah time spent may not really matter..but still..we may have spent much time tgt..but at least they were not quality time..just time spent tgt fighting..how much worse can it get..just persisting over the year..

anyway..i really thank you for all that u have done..and..i am sorry for all the things that i have done to you..although u may say that i didnt...but still..our ending came to an end..

will it start again..