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LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
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thank you for everything...

today i survived the first lonely day of my life..or at least since the day i started uni life..anyway..all wasnt lost..i had my frens who showed concern for me and i thank them..initially i was tired of all things..and began to cheer up..till..when i saw how other couples were able to communicate well..have fun..laughter..joy..and then i thot of mine and felt that it hasnt been a fairy tale..i saw how some cherished the chances that were given to them..made efforts and harvested returns..but yet to some..chances mayb meant nth..or rather..some just din want to make the effort..free loader i say..well thats me lah..no point beating round the bush..cos in the end it will be a cycle and everything will just return to me..i am happy for those who managed to salvage by carrying out their promises, made efforts, committed...yesh at the instant when i saw all these things i wanted to cry out loud and hard..for my heart ached..but i held them back..just felt the sourness and the pinch..but still no one but me suffers..tears..aches..

to me..if even bystanders can see that there was indeed a chance..it shld be cherished..but why so when the party involved doesnt even or probably try harder..anyway..i think i am just lost in my own world..tired of loving and being love..cos its a tiring thing..wads the point of being attached when there isnt much happiness...just let it be..i tell myself..i dun wish to be bothered by such matters already..all i wan is to be happy again..

a love and hate situation..which is more..probably the latter..the love maybe there, feelings are arnd..but nth is done..or mayb sth is done, but in the wrong way wrong method wrong fashion..why do certain things when probably it could be a wrong choice made..just shows how well u understand someone..and then comes excuses...its damn tiring lah..i just wan things to be straight forward..i dun wan to drag andpin my heart for things that probably will never happen..
ego..pride..self esteem..
wad are they..
man's best friends..

love..coax..sensitive..attention..
wad are they..
woman's best friends..

wad are the difference?
man and woman's friends are never friends of each other..
that's why man are from mars and woman are from venus..
bcos we are just 2 different species


583th day


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HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA!!!


today we planned a surprise party for mel..our 38 daily gossip mag editor..also my nuer..hmm..it was successful..thou she suspected us..anyway...it was fun lah..pictures speak a thousand words..so i shall just wait for the pics and upload ltr..anyway just wish that all her dreams will come true..true love be showered upon her..blessed is she..