Sunday, February 25, 2007
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17:50
i think i have some what reached my maximum already..i am confused with the way things are going on..love and hate..i dont think i can tell the difference anymore..sometimes i want to be loved..other times i just hate everything..hate the way things are done..they way we talk..or is it just the way i talk..or is it him..i guess all these dont seem to matter anymore..just like the words.."love".."sorry"..to me they also dont mean anything already..as time flies..i dont know whats waiting for me..am i dont know what will i do already..i am already at the end of the tunnel..without any lights..do i need u to guide me out..maybe not..today is the 575th day..just how many more days to come..its unknown..happy or sad..think the latter..but at least i think it wouldnt be wet ones..just like the rain clouds..grey and gloomy...i want to be a happy girl!!!