Friday, January 12, 2007
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14:45
it has been a very long and tiring yet enjoyable and happy experience..i am really very thankful for everything from the bottom of my heart..although there had been many hurtful and painful moments..but surely the happy and lovely moments made up for those..the wet and teary times are over..no more late nights of quarrels..puffy and swollen eyes..just left with the last few drops of regret and unwillingness to let go of everything..even though i had chosen to travel down that long and winding and lonely journey all by myself..you yourself also will have to perservere and do the things that are most important to you..those that are top priority in your life..that position shld never had been me..you know what is best for u..your life was in place even before u had me..so continue doing what u had been doin..don't stop..this is a crucial time for u..i am really thankful that i once had u in my life..i chose this ending myself and can only have myself to be blamed..though i know that u had never blamed me for anything..but somehow i can not not blame myself for the things that had happened..i never gave u the time and space to do your things..so now with all the time in the world..do what u have to do..i said it before and i will say it again..you were the best that i ever had..i am sorry...thank you...good bye...