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♥ expectant .
i rock oh so much


♥ 2010 resolution .
dreams do come true

Setting up my own business, be more hardworking
Be a better partner to dear & a better brighter future
Be more homely
Exploring new countries; next up a Australia roadtrip!
Earning my keep
everywhere elso is also welcomed!!!

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♥ adieu .
set them free

LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
eugenia
elna
fenella
weijing
mel nu-er
erin
andrew
xuan
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yongxin


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Monday, August 28, 2006
{ freed on 11:02

life is so unpredictable..you never know when something bad or good may happen..its just instantaneous..you may just lose something for good all of a sudden..emptiness is what u feel after that..

last week when i visited her she was still fine..recovering and able to eat some soft food..she could mumble some words and smile to me..recognise me..showing me thumbs up..received a fone call and was told that she had been admitted to hospital with stroke again..no one expected that to happen to her after all the suffering and fighting she had been doing for the past year..now she just lies on the bed motionless, unable to recognise any of us..we were told to prepare for the worst..due to old age and her sickness, signs of recovery is low..for 91 years she have enjoyed life, suffered enough, seen all her grandchildren grow up..some even married already..we thought if she is able to pull herself for another 2-3 yrs..she may see us graduate and get married..thou its hard for that to happen now..just want to wish her well and that during this last period of her life she is able to rest and not suffer anymore..no more complications in her illness..

she's a special woman..a strong woman who lived by herself and takes care of herself..she will never say die..although i know that should she leave us one day..it is a blessing for she need not suffer anymore..