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Thursday, March 16, 2006
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today's backward agenda:

at 4pm i left school and headed for SRC to swim..had many thots while in the water..

~aint it nice if all worries can ripple away like ripples in the water when u simply touch the water surface with ur pinkie..or kick it all away...
~in the water..u hear no one else's breathing and heartbeat except ur own...
~the water simply brainwashes u..forgetting about anything and everything else except trying and struggling to finish up ur laps...
~some swim the length and some swim the breadth..some take the long route and others do it the short and simple way...however...there are bound to be clashes...no matter wad one has to give way to the other so that ur path will be cleared and can proceed..
~i started swimming alone..many come and join me..had to find a space for myself to breathe and swim..kept on changing lanes..many left..i was once again alone in the pool till the very end...when i left others joined in...
~in our life..there are passers by and there are those who remain and stay on and accompany till the very end..everybody comes and leaves this world alone..
~some move at a faster pace than others..making it hard to catch up..unless one slows down and waits...

i tried my best to break my record..forced myself to complete additional 10laps...purpose..to prove that i can do things which i couldnt in the past..to be independent in whatever i do..nothing or nobody can influence in your decisions...u live the way u want ur life to be...

had finance project meeting...everything finally got started..had law lecture...managed to catch bits n pieces...
had a scrumptious lunch with the SSB gang, that is not some singapore studies biz module..but our very own scandalous san ba (38) gang..been a long time since we all unite and dominate the whole walkway...went to biz for lunch...shared 20 beijing dumplings...cracked some lame jokes..was great to have those girls...

didnt sleep well last nite...or did i even sleep? forced myself to sleep perhaps...
stressed, lethargic, frustrated, short tempered..whatever kind of moods u can think of..guess i'm suffering from them all..how about depression...
tonnes and loads of work to complete...cant slack..dun wanna be distracted..time for a break alone...
SSB's CAP target...4.2!!! jiayou...i'm motivated for monetary incentives...haha...
want to vent my frustration thru healthy lifestyle..shld engage in workouts..but i doubt so in food..been super unhealthy..no fruits n veggies = not lydia...
want to go jog at nite..bro has been doing that...
need not sleep for the whole week already...

looking forward to car wash this saturday morning with the girls...

somethings are better left unsaid at times..know when is best to remain silent and let things just die down and cool off...
is it hard to understand the person closest to u...
is it the case that the closer u are to someone..ur level of patience n tolerence is lower..shorter...
is it the little things in life that makes one life happier...
is being happy go lucky a trait..makes ur life simplier..
who knows what is best..ownself..or it is the chinese saying whereby onlookers see things better than those in the situation...
when is the correct time to pull the string and tighten...and when is it right to release and let loose..
what is love...

all the nitty gritty in life is frustrating right..what u deem to the correct may seem to be wrong to another..who can say what's right and what is wrong..there is always a grey area..how to resolve...

anyway...its just me myself & i....