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♥ expectant .
i rock oh so much


♥ 2010 resolution .
dreams do come true

Setting up my own business, be more hardworking
Be a better partner to dear & a better brighter future
Be more homely
Exploring new countries; next up a Australia roadtrip!
Earning my keep
everywhere elso is also welcomed!!!

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♥ adieu .
set them free

LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
eugenia
elna
fenella
weijing
mel nu-er
erin
andrew
xuan
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yongxin


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Friday, March 17, 2006
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life hasnt improved much..starting to doubt whats my existence in this world..bring joy n happiness n laughter to the people arnd me or am i bringing them hurt, sadness, tears....?

at the age of 20 already..being indecisive n fickle minded..i dunno wad exactly do i want in my life..wad i wanna do with my life...wad i wan the people arnd to treat or do for me..neither do i noe how i wanna treat them..
it maybe good, healthy from my point of view but not to them or vice versa..
how to rule my life?
somebody teach me..show me enlightenment....
think i gotta be blind..at heart...

anyway i do wanna thank him for everthing that he has ever done for me and the effort he put in to make things work out..although sometimes i'm just that bad catalyst that spoils everything..all the sweet times...will be remembered..
how to carry things on..
do u say u dont understand someone or do u say u have misunderstood instead...
wads the difference?
pretty big i'll say...
everybody sees things differently..no 2 persons view them similarly...even so..
there will still be slight misinterpretations...

i remember my sec school principal use to say that we have to listen with our eyes...
that is give the speaker attention..
am i doing that..seems not..cos my eyes are always wandering looking elsewhere but that pair of eyes...
when i was a baby infant..my relatives say my eyes keep looking around..n said i'm a kay-poh baby...so is that trait in me still...
leopard never changes its spots...

had a fulfilling dinner tonight..thank u...

thank bro...let him take the car out to pak tor..me use public transport..n my ez link card cant scan..so paid full fare..came home..he was nice to buy me carls jr..thinking i din go out n have no dinner...

goin ECP wash car tmr..
past few nites still up till 4plus...doin my law tut..one nite on qn..how productive can i get..
jiayou..next few days no sleep liao...