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i rock oh so much


♥ 2010 resolution .
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Setting up my own business, be more hardworking
Be a better partner to dear & a better brighter future
Be more homely
Exploring new countries; next up a Australia roadtrip!
Earning my keep
everywhere elso is also welcomed!!!

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♥ adieu .
set them free

LITTLEYELLOWATTIC
eugenia
elna
fenella
weijing
mel nu-er
erin
andrew
xuan
teresa
yongxin


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thankyouverymuch

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Monday, November 14, 2005
{ freed on 23:16

is happiness short lived?
why is it that things often or not dun turn out the way the shld be..it is meant to be a test?
seeing the people arnd me getting together..splitting up..are they simply meant for each other..or is the right one out there awaiting?

me..life seems to be fulfilling..happy..loved..yet there are times that sadness sets in..tears, laughter, joy, anger...moods are just swinging up and down..r things and feeling meant to be this way..how it shld be? a roller coaster ride..putting feelings to a test?

wad lies ahead is bleak..the light at the end of the tunnel, lit or dim?
doin things that are taboo..repeating history..hurting hearts time and time again..
hurting own body and heart and soul..hurting the other as well..double..
tears trickling down cheeks..
anger venting..feelings pouring out from the inner mind and heart..
the past just keeps coming back..history repeating itself..
promises meant to be kept in the heart or just at the lips..emptiness..
are actions louder or speech..the power of words..moment of impulsiveness and rashness..

envious..no really..nobody is satisfied with wad u have..u keep wanting the best that is being offered..human nature..hunger for power and wants are unlimited..
we just keep comparing even though we say we dun want to..or mean to..

apologies are forever..over the slightest matter..be it a mole hill or a mountain..
to forgive or be forgiven..

i know that someday u'll read this..although things have been resolved..surely there is still bound to be cracks and lines within..things wun be as perfect as it was at 1st..will things be better?

does the past still bother..choices have been made..but it could have been wrong..or was it proven to be right already?

falling..fallen..is that y its called "falling in love".."i've fallen for u"..??
bcos there's no reason for wad has happen..being just falling into it..