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Monday, July 04, 2005

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i'm so tired..never felt so lethargic during my gym workout man..dragged myself down to SRC, did rowing although my left arm was aching, leg curls..after that somehow my shin bones were pain and cant run on the treadmill..seldom felt like this..did some assisted pull-ups..after that totally shagged le..went to the jacuzzi to loosen some muscles..swam abit and thats it man..

walked arnd raffles city..security is so tight man..due to the IOC meeting..in fact one of the ballrooms at SRC also being used..went shopping alone before meeting jonathan for lunch..got a pair of shorts, a running singlet and a ring..hehe..actualli spent alot in that hour..hmm..i was close to suffering gastric, suppose to meet at 2pm, jon came at 2.30pm..funny hw come i always have to wait for pple..i'm punctual most of the times xcept when there's unforeseen circumstances lah..so far only when i go out with gaowei, we're both punctual..if not he's early and he has to wait for me..i'm not late ah..

when we go out as a gang..most of the times either andrew or jenny is last..going to the gym, me wait for shu..remember one time i got fed up with jen, she came superly late to meet me for swim..when she arrived i walked off, went home..haiyo..girls have to make up so will delay..but guys le? hmm..nxt time i shall be superly late..haha

wanted meet gaowei for kopi after eating with jon..but he going out for dinner..tmr eating with OG after rag prac..mayb wed then meet him aftre my workout..1 more person i very long hafnt met up..edle..my best bud at tuition..also i was her ATM machine..haha

after the foc camp..i seem to have contracted the sleep bug..feeling sleepy all the time..last nite i sms-ed till i knocked out..

so fast half a yr of 2005 past..what have i achieved and learnt and more to come..
*new found friends..must be cherished
*goin to restart my uni life..must study hard and play hard
*passed my driving on 1st attempt
* catch up with my long lost pals
*remained single for the past yr..my shangri la buffet bet with jen is still on
*be less anti-social..more open
*challenging myself to biathalon
*got to be more self confident
*less slacking
*try not to have mood swings

its like what yirong say..try harder..jia you..

have i changed much since i left JC..i think i've changed during my JC days..but now i duno..wad is it when someone comes up to u and say u've changed..ur busy, no time to meet up..are those excuses or we simply make ourselves occupied..i tried pessurizing myself before and pack myself with things so that i wun have time to think abt things..
i forced myself during my j2 days..train running daily..partly to represent to cetus..partly to compete with her to prove to him..abit stupid lah..in the end i still lost..

looking forward to tmr..hehe..